"I had physical relations with the girl."
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Mrinmoy said it quite simply. After that there was silence for some time. Mrinmay broke the silence. said,
"Are you quiet?"
Priya was sitting facing the other side. Now he looked at Mrinmoy and said,
"What shall I say?"
"Don't you feel weird?"
"I don't understand."
“Look, I know you feel bad. It is not unusual to feel bad. In a few days you will marry me. There you now hear that the groom-to-be had a physical relationship with another girl. I could probably hide if I wanted to. But I didn't hide it because I didn't want to lie to myself."
Priya thought for a while in silence.
"Really! But why do I feel bad? I don't feel good again. At any other time, I might have been seen washing the clay in the washing machine. But now I have no feeling. I don't even know what to say."
Mrinmoy said,
"I loved the girl very much. Her name was Rimi. I was one year junior. It is nice to see it during any rainy season. Then romance, then love. After that, we both got physically involved. I did not force him. Both of them wanted it."
Priya was very uncomfortable hearing Mrinmoy's words. So he changed the subject and said,
“I feel very bad. If you have nothing more to say I will go home.”
"Feeling too bad?"
"That's a little more!"
"Come on, let me take you home."
“Thank you. I can go alone.”
“Enough! But I don't want an answer to what I said right now. You take time to think before you answer. If knowing everything, I am perfect for you to marry then marriage will happen. And if you can't accept then I won't force marriage."
Priya didn't say anything. He started walking in the opposite direction. I feel very uncomfortable. But I do not understand why this is happening.
Son of Mrinmoy Baralok father. At home are parents, and Mrinmay. The elder 2 sisters are married. Two elder sisters are married. Priya is a girl from a middle class family. Mother, 2 siblings and Priya live at home. Elder sister is married. Priya is the youngest of all. Mrinmoy's father has a big business and Mrinmoy takes care of it. And Priya studies in 1st year honors + works in a school.
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Priya met her mother on her way home. He placed his hand on Priya's cheek and kissed her and said,
"How did you see the boy?"
"Hmm good."
"Did you like it?"
"Your choice is my choice."
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Priya went to the room. He got fresh and went to bed. I can't sleep despite trying a thousand times. Sleep has also become selfish now. The sleep that did not leave Priya behind now does not catch Priya. Everything is an evolution of time. Priya let out a sigh. Then he got up from the table and took Humayun Ahmed's "Aaj Himu Biye" book. Even after reading it several times, interest did not wane. Himu's character is really fascinating here. While reading the book, he did not notice that it was evening. As soon as Maghrib Azan ends, Priya performs ablution and prays. Then he goes back to bed and sits with his legs folded. The mind is racing. Priya does not understand why he is doing this. The meditation is broken by the ringtone of the phone. The number is not saved but known. Mrinmoy's number. The call was cut. Priya receives the second ring and greets.
"Assalamu Alaikum."
"Walaikum Assalam. How are you?”
"Alhamdulillah. you?”
Alhamdulillah I am fine. What are you doing?”
"I am sitting. you?”
"Here on the balcony."
“Ohhh.”
“Hmm.” (physical relationship)
Then silence again. Mrinmoy sipped his cup of coffee and said,
"Are you like that?"
"How?"
"How quiet."
"What?"
"You don't know?"
"No."
"Don't you know yourself?"
"No."
"That's strange."
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“Maybe. I knew myself wrong for so long and knew wrongly. So now I don't know which one is right."
"I don't quite understand."
"Nothing."
“Umm ok! Well, do you think anything?"
"About what?"
"About what was said this afternoon."
"Nothing to think about."
"Why?"
"Is everything a question?"
“It is not. But you should think about something so big.”
"I didn't think so."
"So what do I take the answer to be?"
"Yes."
"What yes?"
"The answer is yes."
"So you don't have a problem with my past?"
“No. Ma says, everyone should learn from the past. But clinging to the past is foolish."
“Hmm, your mother is right. Even, I think every parent's advice is sound for the children's well-being.”
"Yes."
"So are you doing the marriage according to the wishes of your parents?"
"Yes."
"I like you?"
"My family likes you."
"You will do the family. You have no opinion?”
"I think I always make the wrong decisions on my own."
"Why do you think so?"
"My past."
"You have a past too?"
"Every man has a past."
"May I know yours?"
"Don't want to stir up old wounds."
"Okay." (physical intercourse)
After talking, Priya went to her mother's room. Mother was sweeping the bed. He saw Priya and said,
"Say something?"
"I'm in trouble mom."
Mother hurriedly brought Priya to her and hugged her. Priya said crying.
"Don't hug like that, mother. I suffer more.”
"How many times have I told you not to think about the past?"
"What should I do, mother? The past is not leaving me.”
"Forget the past mom. Everyone is punished for wrongdoing.”
Priya doesn't say anything. Crying. Priya was placed on the bed and mother wiped her eyes with the sari. said,
“Mrinmoy boy is very good. What a good family boy have you seen. You will be very happy. Such families and sons are not often found."
“Hmm.”
“I want to get back the smiling Priya I used to be. Whose smile makes every person in this house smile. In whose mischief this house thrives."
Priya is silent again. mother said
"Dead
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